We agreed.
And angry, still we are here.
The tears are acidic and evident through the diminishing skin. Leakage is unceasing for no reason other than I have never cried for us in honest and genteel ways. That's as close as I can get to the truth. It could be that it's been buried too deep, this cistern of salt and reminiscences—that could be it. I am rummaging through old bones, the dark, thick fossilized remains of a million days.
Find oil, old man. Find it. Release your accumulated crude. Is that the mission? To strike at the heart of it.
I become a wildcatter broiling under a neck-scorching sun, brow running wet, my hat bleached white, the perspiration a puddle at my feet. I sink a hole and come up dry. I sink another. Dry, too. Another and another and another. I've pock-marked myself end to end, and then, a brown slurry belches through the fractured soil, then a bit more, rumbling, and the lizards scamper, and then I blow, spew, and splatter. I am a raging storm of black rain on a dim day—the clouds are gauze, an endless backdrop, catching this blood bath. And then, just like that, a geyser is reduced to a trickle, and I am closed up, receding deeper than before, and the lizards scrape their bellies across the scarred, hostile, and arid ground.
Dry again, I am.
So, I will sharpen my bit and drill anew. Another day.
Agitated because I thought we had this all worked out.
We agreed no one would be left alone.